Friday, May 29, 2009

Raaaaaarrrrrh!

Hey everyone!

Sorry when I post lately it's been shit. I am going to try and be more happy about life ahaha.


So Mike might only come over for a bit (If he even comes over) and it's going to Fucking rain! ugh!

Pandas go RAAAAAAAARRRRRRRHHHHHHH!

ahahaha. Sorry. A little random. I just got out of the shower and I did my make-up. (As usual) now I'm listening to Nevershoutnever!

I'm gonna go listen to music and wait for Mike to come over. More updates later.


~Veronica Scandalous and iViva La Gloria!~

Thursday, May 28, 2009

We all stay in to hide the seasons

"I give and you take it. Two summers spent wasted."

Hullo.

So I was thinking.... "Hmm. I haven't posted new pictures on FaceBook or Myspace lately. Lets edit some pictures" and then I edited them and it came out cool.... Wow that really sounded mature *Sarcastic*

ahah. So... This friday I am hanging out with my friend Mike. (http://dogyrk2.blogspot.com/) So I might not post a blog until mad late. but I will post a blog that night. Maybe when he is over,

"Damn you look good and i'm drunk"

Howcome my Blogs are never long anymore?!!?! and If they are long they are depressing. So you know what. I am going to make this blog as long as I can. (As long as I can think of stuff to write)

I am editing a YouTube video right now. Mike made me an awesome Production sign. I was in shock. ahaha. I should of made a video of that. wow am I stupid.

Right now i'm listening to NeverShoutNever! I'm so tiredd! I woke up early (For me) and started texting the second I woke up. Then I had to go live for Terriann and she didn't even stay for the whole show. Oh well. She missed me doing the Hoedown Throwdown and playing DDR (Dance dance revolution)

Wow. I go on Myspace to check my mail and Terriann is making a big deal over the stupidest shit ever. No Offense Terri but you are too fucking young for a Boyfriend. When you are mature enough you should have a boyfriend. Not now. (Which you are probably lying about... seeing as you didn't tell the truth a couple times)


Also for the some of you who are like "Oh my god your an ass hole"
My blogs are for me to say how I feel. What i'm thinking about and other stuff. I don't care what you think. If you think I'm an ass hole don't fucking read my blogs. Okay.... :)

I have the bestest friends in the world. It's so hard to think they would hurt me. I really wish I knew how to let go. It's the hardest thing to do.

"Put your money where your mouth is"

''I walk a lonley road. The only one that i have ever known. Don't know where it goes. But it's only me and I walk alone''

~iViva La Gloria!~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

East Jesus Nowhere <3

Mood - Depressed

"My shallow hearts the only thing thats beating;"

This is going to be a quick blog until i get home. I am Sick and tired of being lied to all the fucking time. This really is ending up in me saying "I fucking hate you" and running away.


I'm going to borders. Be back soon.


I love you boo.


~iViva La Gloria!~

Friday, May 22, 2009

Hawtness Monster

Okay so Right now I woke up for my favorite band of all time which no one knows i listen to until now. Green Day.

My mom was shocked when she heard me sing every lyric to every song. ahahahahhaa.

Billie Joe Armstrong is amazingly hot! oh em gee. ahahahaha. I think im over being depressed...... for now. ahahaha. I'm always depressed.


So...... my best friend Mike is going to the beach today.... I'm hoping he can hang out after the beach because I really wanna hang out with him. He is my bestie....... <3 <3 <3

Stupid swine flu. It made everything worse. my mom bought me sanitizing lotion... At least I got the Lime green casing. hehe.

"City of the dead."

Okay so I kinda wanna go get losts of Monster without my mom knowing. But she would find out. Ugh. Stupid 711 guys telling my mom everything.

I want monster. I should be able to buy it with my own money. It's my body.... I can do whatever I want to it.


Okay so on a brighter note. (Or darker) I am going to go Straighten my hair and put on eyeliner (BLACK!!!! as of yesterday I bought black)

Bye for now


~Veronica Scandalous <3!~

Thursday, May 21, 2009

I waited out for you

I'm such a loser.

No one loves me. The one person I love....... I'm not sure if he actually loves me back. It's not who everyone thinks it is. I want to just run away. I wanna run away from everything everytime anything is bothering me.

Family problems i can't talk about with anyone in my family. I wanted to talk about it with the one person but he/she was too busy. he/she is always to busy.

I'm always wrong!!!!!!!!!

I wish everything would be the way I want it to be. I would have a boyfriend. I would have the boyfriend I want. I would be happy. I would be normal... But I'm not.

That dream can just go away because I know it's not going to happen.

"Don't believe. That the weather. Is perfect the day that you die"


I love you....... I hope you know that.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I wish we were older

You know who you are,


Have you ever had that feeling that you really love someone but they don't love you back? Have you ever thought "Oh well I'm nothing special"? Well I have. The one guy I really really like doesn't know I like like him. He used to Like me that way but he doesn't anymore. I used to be like "Ew!!! A Boy Likes Me!" But now I'm older and it's cute.

When i lived on my old block I used to hang out with my crush every single day. His name is Justin. I used to love him. We used to be boyfriend and girlfriend but I don't think he remembers.

Have you ever broken the rules and it felt GREAT? I have. A Couple times. My family has stupid rules. A Curse Jar?!!?! Come on. I'm 13. I should be able to curse all I want. Shit! See. xD

I wish I had more friends. I wish the guy I loved would be my boyfriend. He says he's not ready. I wish I could just take away everything I ever said to Mike because I feel bad for saying that I didn't wanna be friends with him. We are friends and will always be friends. I will try and keep my thoughts to myself about Leighann and his other friends.

I wanna change. I wanna be a normal teenager. I wanna be not afraid to get into trouble. But You Know What?!!?! I'm NOT!

I'm not afraid to get into trouble. I'm not afraid to break the rules. I'm not afraid to make a fool of myself on video. I'm not afraid to say "I LOVE YOU"!
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Okay so Sorry About How this blog is really weird and I'm sorry I sound like a retard.

I Love You Boo! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I'm gonna go eat crack brownies (does not have actually drugs) and watch Live Free or Die Hard. mmmmm. Popcorn and Soda.


~Veronica Scandalous <3 !~

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I Love you ;

Hola.

okay so right now i'm texting my best friends Katelyn, Abby, And Terriann. Mike's sleeping.

I have something to talk about but i don't have enough time right now to type it all so I will post it in the morning.


It's something that I wish could happen but It wont.. Unless a boy comes along and makes it happen.


Okay Night


Veronica Scandalous <3

RaWr! I'm BoReD!

Hola.

Right now i'm watching TV and eating my moms popcorn. mmm. All while being sick. hmmmm


Mike! Do You Wanna Hang Out This Weekend?!!?!?!!?!?!!?!?!


Okay sorry this blog is short. It's a reply to my boos blog to meh. xD xD xD


Byes

~Veronica Scandalous <3 !@!@%&*($&%*($&%*$(&*%($&#@^(@_%(*^_^#$#~

Shake It!

Hey!

Wow Mike sleeps alot.

Well on another note. I'm gonna start posting a story here. It's going to be AWESOME!

This blog is like Mikes! RaWr!i!i!i!
ahaha

Okay so...... I am going to go write my new series for this. It should be posted tonight. Next week the latest. xD

Bye


p.s.

I LOVE YOU MIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥

Monday, May 18, 2009

She's dying... on the dance floor.


Hey I'll swim the ocean for you <3 blog readers,
Right now I'm watching Dadnapped and listening to music. I really have a craving for my moms popcorn. I might go bother her for it... ahahah. hold on a second......


*Goes to bother her mom for popcorn*

"I'm counting the days since i began to live without you
I'm covered in rain but it feels just like it's the sun
And it don't get me down, don't come around
You're better off leaving town
I'm fine here alone now without you

Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you

You're stuck in a world and make believe that I can see it
I gave it a chance, she must be crazy not to leave
You're never gonna bring me down, don't come around
You're better off leaving town
i'm fine here alone now without you

Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you

Giving it up, now you're taking away
All of the time, now get out of my way
Never been lost in anyone, it's me they want
Without you i'm insane
So hear me now, screaming out your name

Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you

Better off without you
Cause i'm better off without you

I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you"


Okay so my mom wouldn't make me popcorn tonight because its too late.... but i did get sodaaaa. YAY! aahahahaha.

Okay so now i'm listening to Mitchel Musso. ahahaha. I love him. he is such a big person in my life. No one knows this until now but he is the reason I write songs and wanna be an actress. He is an amazing person who replies to his fans.


.........................



Wow I blacked out for a second. Okay back to life..... hmmm....


This weekend I might go visit some of my old friends. It should be fun. I might just go out east.... I might. xD

Hmmmm. What to talk about. *Scratches head*


I know....... lets talk about how MIKE ISN'T ONLINE WHEN HIS BOO NEEDS TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT THAT SHE DIDN'T TELL ANYONE ELSE!

Okay now it's time to talk about my bestie.

Michael. He is very.... different. ;)

the picture on top of this blog is me and Michael last year. What an awesome night. xD xD xD

Mike....... Will you be my bestie???? Umm....... wait.... WHAT?!!?!?!?!?!


ahaha. okay I'm going to go listen to Metro Station now.... .Bye


~Veronica Scandalous !~

Paranoid

Hey! I'm Screaming At You!

How is everyone? This weekend I am hanging out with my friends........ Today i'm going to borders. Fun Fun Fun. Getting a new book for me to read.

Yesterday I watched TV and DVDs all day. It was fun. Rawr. ahahaha. I love my family.

I'm gonna go make food, Get ready. Leave. Come back and sleep.


Bye

~Veronica Scandalous <3~

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I'm done

I seriously can't wait until I move.

All I ever do is be nice to EVERYONE. and it seems to be a bad thing because i'm apparently the ass hole all the time.


I am moving a dropping everyone I talk to... Other then Georgie, Lacey, Ella, Michelle, Abby, and a couple other people. The people I named are amazing amazing people. I didn't name a couple of them because I really need to think about them.

I tried to be nice to ********* and ********* but they were ass holes. I have a very loving heart that doesn't know how to let go. I really should just not talk to Anyone at all. (Other Then My Family cause I know they love me)

My mom is amazing and I love her to death. She is my best friend and always will be.

My other family members will have blogs written about them soon. I promise.



Leighann should really just leave everyone alone. She is bothering my brother now because she wants him in her pants. She wants to have sexy time with him... badly cause she is a SLUT!

This blog is a really depressing blog.


Also. Leighann, if you read this. Leave me and Mike alone. Leave my family alone. Leave everyone who works at Sayville starbucks alone. Don't go bothering them for free food cause they will get fired! My brother knows the truth about you. and Apparently no one else does. You hurt Mike and me So many Times.... You are a bully. You are a mean mean person. and most of all..... You threatened to beat me up. Which is unforgivable.


Goodnight everyone.


~Veronica Scandalous <3~

I can't wait.... To see you again. xD

Hi, My name is Veronica... and I am an Allien...... Wait.... No I'm not.

Sorry I haven't blogged in FOREVER! Last night I was going to Blog when I got home from Picking up my brother but I was on WebCam with Mike so I forgot. I'm sorry. ahahaha

So..... Yesterday was a weird day. I woke up and went online to look at YouTube videos of Walt Disney World. ( I will explain later in this blog why) And then I took a shower. My mom cut my hair after and then We went shopping. Later that day at like 10 pm I went to my old block to pick up my brother and then I saw my Best Friend Mike in front of my brothers friends house waiting for me. Aww.

So as I was sayin I was looking at Walt Disney World videos on YouTube. The reason is becuase I am writing down things I wanna do in Disney World in 3 Months! I am going to Walt Disney World is August this year. YAY! I Haven't Gone To Disney since I Was 9 For My Birthday!


I Am going to go live now. Bye for now. I will write another blog soon.


~Veronica Scandalous <3~

Monday, May 11, 2009

Abby!!!!

My best friend Abby (I LOVE YOU!!!) Always makes me happy. She makes me smile every time I talk to her. We text until I fall asleep.... Which usually happens at like 12. ahahaha. We roleplay all the time which is amazing. I love her to Bits!

Abby, You are the best friend anyone could ever have. You never make me mad you always make me smile. When I am having a bad day you make it better. I hope we could hang out some time and make YouTube videos. xD

You are amazing! If I Could Hug You Every Day I Would.


Here is the meaning of every letter of your name. (Made By Me)
A - Amazing
B - Beautiful
B - Butterfly Fly Away
Y - YouTube Friends For Life!

I know the meanings are weird but I still love you. This blog is for the bestest friend a person could ever have.


~Veronica Scandalous <3

Sunday, May 10, 2009

whoa, And your on to the next one

Hello everyone.

I feel amazing. My whole life is going so amazing today. I went to a park, got wendys, went to the beach, playing with Sammy (A dog that I gave away) found out Katelyn moved....Wait.... WHAT?!!?!


~Veronica Scandalous <3

Amazing

Hello World,

Today Is Mothers Day,
Sorry About My Last Blog, It was how I am feeling, Today I am going to a park with my family for Mothers Day, I will post pictures later tonight from the park. It is soooo Nice out today! My mom went to get bakery stuff. It was amazing. ahahaha. Right now I'm listening to Cobra Starship, I am going to play Basket ball with my brothers. They taught me how to get it in from a far place. ahahaha. That's What She Said!!! Sorry, :/

I am gonna go get ready for the park and to hang out with my family.

~Veronica Scandalous <3~

So kiss me goodbye

Mike,
I'm saying how I feel right now and you just have to deal with it.

My last blog was about you. Yes, You already knew that. But what I was saying was the last time I said "Mike I Don't Wanna be Friends Right Now" You took it hard and then I got shit from Everyone. I am sorry I kept on saying that I didn't wanna be friends. I was going through a lot those weeks. I was emo and I didn't understand why I was even alive at that point. I wouldn't talk to anyone and I would just sit in my room listening to screamo.

Mike, Every since you found out I had a crush on you, You have been acting like a jerk. You say stupid shit and hang out with the Wrong people, Leighann is using you. She is using you for your computer and your cell phone. She is trying to make me go away because I'm apparently a "Stupid Bitch" and I really am Done with it. All I really want at this point is to be happy. Which only happens when I'm listening to music or Hanging out with the people who actually care about me.

I wanted to audition for the TV show but I couldn't get to California in time. I had the Money and Everything.

I never said you weren't suporting me. Never Once Did I Say That. You are an awesome friend when Leighann is not around. I really hope that you could understand what I feel right now but the Only people who actually understands is My family..... and they actually care how I feel. So you Know What. I'm Done.

When Leighann learns how to let go of you Having Me As a friend and stops Texting me when your hanging out with her and Calling me a stupid Bitch and Whore and shit. Then I will talk to you again. I'm not saying were not friends. I'm just saying I need a break right now.

I hope you understand.

~Veronica Scandalous <3 <3 <3~

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Broken hearts and Last goodbyes

So to start out this blog.... I am pissed off and tired.

My heart is telling me to do one thing when my mind is telling me to do another.

This freaking sucks. I don't know what to do. Everyone I'm friends with....... They end up lying to me. I lost almost all my friends. All I have left is my music, Writing, Videos, and Family. Those are the things I really care about. Not stupid people that screw me over. My two so called "Friends" Are making me sick! They are telling me two different stories. Now I Really Don't Want Anything to do with them anymore. All I wanna do is hang out with my family, Listen to music, Make YouTube videos and Write stories.

Today I told my mom how I felt about things and she and my friend from California told me what to do. I think I'm gonna do it. It's just hard. Every time I said it he said "It's the Same Old Story" and Made Everyone against me. I don't really care anymore because this girl is taking over his life.


I want my old friends back. I want all the drama to go away.

"I love the way that we laugh until we cry
Dance until we die (dance until we die)
I love the smile with which you look at me and say
Get ready for this
And we get ready for this"

"So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in their eyes
Goodbye"

~iViva La Veronica!~

Friday, May 8, 2009

Broken hearted

Hey,

Right now I'm listening to music while thinking of something to write here. Probably going to take new FaceBook and MySpace pictures. ahahaha.

So......... I don't know what to write this time... I usually have stuff happen to me everyday. Today nothing really happened. I went shopping for food with my mum. Thats all really.

I'm watching Disney Channel..... Reading Magazines. Putting up new posters. Life is amazing. xD

Can't wait until May 15th and June 2nd. 2 of the best CD's come out. I have one of the CD's on iTunes but the other one isn't out yet. May 15th is Dave Days CD and June 2nd is Mitchel Mussos CD. I can't wait until this summer. 789 Gathering is going to be amazing!!!! Shane Dawson and Deefizzy are going! Other amazing YouTubers are going. I wish OfficiallyMichelle Was going but I don't think she is. *Cries*

Okay I'm gonna go listen to music Bye

~iViva La Veronica!~

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Right now I'm posting a really short blog.

How do you know if you went to far?

sorry it's short. I'm rushing to go get stuff.


Night

~iViva La Veronica!~

How much does it cost to tell you that you love me?

Hello people of earth.

Sorry I didn't blog last night. I was live until 10 and I couldn't sign into my account. I will try to make this blog longer to make up for yesterday.
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So yesterday I was texting my Besty Abby. We were RolePlaying all day yesterday. It was fun. My besty for life Mike texted me during school. I listened to Music all day yesterday as usual and did school. I'm homeschooled so It's so confusing. Then after that I made a joined account for me and Mike. Here are the links.

Blogspot :)
YouTube

On our YouTube we are going to post random shitty videos. (They might not be shitty)

At like 5:50pm last night I went downstairs and sat down. My mom points to the stairs and there was a package for me. It was my Metro Station UnderGround package. I got a shirt, A bracelet and a Laminet. (Spelling?) It was so cool! I love Metro Station. I am probably going to the concert this summer. 7 days till davedays CD comes to my house. *Fangirl screams*

On June 2nd Mitchel Mussos First CD Ever Comes Out. I Pre-Ordered It. I Can't Wait Until It Comes Out. I Love Mitchel Musso! He Is Amazing!

So at 8:30 pm Last night I went live on BlogTV. It was fun. I had Lawliet Journey co-hosting me which made my show a lot better then Me Just Sitting There listening to music. ROFL!

Abby Just Texted Me. Aww She's Sick Again. I feel Bad. *Cries*

My mum took away my cell last night for the night because I don't go to sleep until like 1 in the morning. Which is normal for a teenager. Damn.

So.... Todays plans are Posting this blog and Making a Video for the Veronica and Mike account. Right now i'm listening to Mitchel Musso singing a new song. ahahaha. It's amazing. "Throw your hands, Throw your hands, Throw your hands up. Cause you can't cause you can't cause you can't stop."

I have nothing to do until this weekend when My friend might come over on saturday.

I slept 12 hours last night!!!! ooooooh! I went to sleep at midnight and woke up at 12:00 noon. lol! So it's 3:09 now and I have been writing this blog for 9 minutes lmfao.

I am so bored. I'm writing my other new series which is probably going to go on here. I might take my series off of youtube and start posting it here because I can post longer stories. ahahaha.

It's a lot of work making the videos and editing them for youtube. I mean it's fun and all but 100 episodes of the series! Thats a freaking long time to edit videos. Soon I'm not going to have a editing system though. I'm getting a new laptop before I go on the road and move. I'm going on the road for 3 mouths with my mum.

Okay I'm gonna post tonight I promise. But now i'm gonna go make the video for the me and mike account bye

~iViva La Veronica!~

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Guys Like You Make Us Look Bad

Hey guys,

Sorry my last update wasn't long. It was because I wrote it at like..... 11:28 last night and my dad was going to be home soon.

My family got pizza for dinner and never called me for it. Not that I really care because I feel like shit right now. My stupid girl gift it is not. It's my stupid tummy, I want food so bad right now but I must not eat... I might upchuck it.

So.... Today was weird. My computer shut itself off today, I have to bring it to Apple and have them fix it......... for the 20th time this year.


I am texting my friend once again. ahahaha. I am so freaking sick right now. HELP!!!!

I am going to go watch some of my favorite youtubers videos. Her name is

DanaaxD.... she is AMAZING!!!!!

~iViva La Veronica!~

Monday, May 4, 2009

Rofl copter

This is a short blog....

Right now i'm texting my besty Abby and we are roleplaying. I know it sounds weird but it's not. It's fun... I am a girl named lily who is a little sister to Mitchel and Mason Musso. it's cool.

Mike is on my Microphone with me. We are being weird.

I have to go because my dad is going to come home and then I have to act like I'm sleeping so he wont be like "GET OFF YOUR PHONE NOW!!!!!''

I sneak on my phone anyways until I pass out... I also blast music all night... Thank god to iPods.

rofl.


I love you too boo. (You know who you are xD)

~iViva La Veronica!~

But I'm ready to fly.


"Hey! I'm screaming at you. Hey! I don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone"

Hi, My name is Veronica. I am hurt once again!
Every time I think he's changed....He lies to me once again. "I'm doing something with my family" wow What a loser I thought. I hurt myself too many times..... I'm getting used to it.

I can't wait until I move to Florida this summer. I can't wait to get away from all my problems.... Away from the people I hate the most. The people who hurt me.... I can not name. They know who they are...... They are so lame. Wow I should stop rhyming. Either way... I really can't wait until I can get off of Long island. It sucks. I'm actually in the mood to cry right now. But i don't because Then my parent's get involved. Then it's a lot more drama. Rawr!

My facecbook gets disabled for stupid freaking reasons. It was probably my so called "Friend"s slut friend. I am so lucky I have everything I need right now.... All I really need is my own room. then I could sleep all day. When I move i'm probably gonna update this a lot more.... Not that I don't update a lot.

Yesterday was a boring day. i slept four hours the night before so i'm glad he wrote after I went to sleep. at least I didn't tell him how I felt. He Probably will read this. i don't care anymore.

The one thing I wanna do is tell people how I really feel without being the bad guy all the time. Last time I said I didn't wanna be friends with someone I was the bad guy when all I said was I didn't wanna be hurt anymore. I mean really.... Come on. You broke my heart the first hundred times.... I got used to it. but someone special told me I shouldn't be used to it..... that special person I'm not naming because I will be mobbed by a lot of people saying "OH MY GOD!!!!! YOU KNOW HIM!!!" If you know me enough then you know who.

lets just say.... I am very lucky I have him to tell about my problems.... he is very awesome and helps me with everything.

I'm gonna go eat lunch. I will update later tonight....Hopefully I will feel a lot better by then... Probably not.......

"
And every time I hear the song it used to play when you called. I used to want to sing along but now I wanna die"

~iViva la Veronica!~


Sunday, May 3, 2009

Right now i'm listening to Cobra Starship and Metro Station. I slept 4 hours last night. Rawr!

It's because my brothers stupid dog. I had to sleep in his room last night.... Again! He was out getting drunk because it's his birthday today. He isn't home yet. I am probably just gonna sit online all day and listen to music....

Yesterday ~ It started out raining... But I went birthday shopping with my mum. Then We went to Stop & Shop. Then We went home and I went live on BlogTV. During the period of time I was live... It got nice out... Then my friend came over and we went to starbucks coffee and 711. After that I rode my bike to his house with him to get him home... We took the long way. My knee still hurts from yesterday... but eh. It was worth it. Then My mom picked me up and we went to get a gift card for my brother. I really wish I had my iPod then because I really wanted to listen to music.... That's what I do all the time..... I txted Nick and Twitter. When I got home I ate dinner and Watched Jeydon wale on BlogTV. He was hungover but It was still awesome. He is amazing. Then I watched JONAS! and layed down on my brothers bed. Slept for 4 hours. Ugh!

Today ~ My brothers birthday. I am going to sit online.... Watch YouTube videos and Listen to music. I might go Live I don't know yet. Nothing really is going on. I miss my old block really bad because Its amazing. The people on that block are nice and not Sayville bitches. Ugh. The people on my blog actually don't go outside. Almost all of them are fat! Other then the boys. They all hang out on my friends back yard and fight and stuff.

I am getting a new bike soon because my old bike is Shit. I am probably just gonna skateboard into town next time. I don't know yet. All I know is I am really tired and Bored... ROFL!

~iViva La Veronica!~

Saturday, May 2, 2009

I came here to make you dance tonight.

"Sleep for days. Come over come over. I won't make the same mistakes. I'm dying not to hurt you"

Right now i'm listening to Cobra Starship...... and Saying how I feel about guys is getting harder and harder. It's so weird.... I tell them how I feel about them and they automaticaly stop talking to me. It's really stupid.

They all act like i'm a mean person. I am mean when I have to be because I'm tired of getting hurt.... Which happens alot. Trust me. Almost every single day. It's so crazy.

"Love is a big peice of bullshit, It's a fucking lie! It's made by the government"

That's the best quote ever!!!! and it's true!

~iViva La Nica!~

Friday, May 1, 2009

One Day Robots Will Cry

Wow. No one understands right now. I know it seems like i'm an emo but I'm not.

I am a teenage girl who sits online and does school. I have no friends. I am not a popular. I am not perfect. I don't listen to the rules all the time. I don't have a life. All I do is dream.
Dreaming is the worst thing in the world. "I wish" is what everone seems to be saying these days. It's the stupidest thing in the world. Friendships don't last forever. It's hard because all I do is get hurt and It sucks. I cry all the time. I do nothing to get into these fight.

I thought he was my best friend. I thought I loved him more then a Friend. I thought he felt the same way. I guess i'm stupid believing that. I guess I'm stupid in all things.



"Sleep for days.Come over, come over.I wont make the same mistakes.Im dying not to hurt you."