Hi.........
Everything is turning into something I dont want it to.
This blog is going to be hard to write..... i'm already in tears thinking about it.
I love you, You know that. I just said I didn't love you..... that was a complete lie. The only reason I said that was because you stopped talking to be and you acting like you didn't want to be friends with me anymore. You know what........All I want in my life is for something good to happen.
For me to go back to school. I dont wanna be homeschooled anymore. I wanna go to private school. I want to wear a uniform.
I want a boyfriend that cares about me. A boy that doesn't want me for sex. A boy that wants to be with me for me. To hang out. Go to the mall. Hug me and tell me everything is going to be alright even if it's not.
I want friends.
I want a family that doesn't fight. Doesn't lie to eachother.
I've lied a lot in my life. I've lied to all my friends. I told someone that I didn't smoke even though I did. All I wanted to do after that was smoke a cig.
I want to move to Florida.
I want to not be afraid to act and sing in front of people.....
I want everything to be okay.
I know I'm never going to get any of this stuff.
My life is fucked up. My family is fucked up. My friends aren't really my friends.
This is what goes through my mind.
I want to go back to when I was little... I want to live at my old house. i want to do homework all the time. I want to hang out with friends until 10 at night. I want to have true friends. I want my old boyfriend back. I want to talk to my old boyfriend until 3 in the morning. i want to smile again. I want to laugh until i cry.
I'm never going to get any of this stuff and you know why......
because I'm not perfect. I'm not going to have the perfect life. Everyone is still going to lie to me and tell me everything is alright.
That's just fine. I got used to getting hurt..... At least I dont cut........yet.
Night everyone. I hope your life is a lot better then mine will ever be.
- Veronica Woodworth
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
OMFG!
I totally said I would update this weekend... well... it's a week later.
Here is what happened.
My laptop broke. I hung out with friends. Got sick. Listened to music and cried.
I saw Aliens in the attic yesterday. it was a amazing movie. (In my point)
I went with Katelyn, Kyle, DD.
I didn't wanna go but I did. All they ever do is make me feel like shit because I dont wanna sit online all day at the library. It's summer. I wanna go out and take pictures, go swimming, Sleep. Thats my whole summer
I'm going on a day trip next week with my mommy and dad. On sunday i'm going to the movies with my mommy and dad. It's going to be fun
I dont know what to type. I am just going to go write my new series for YouTube. Bye!
- Veronica Woodworth <3=
Here is what happened.
My laptop broke. I hung out with friends. Got sick. Listened to music and cried.
I saw Aliens in the attic yesterday. it was a amazing movie. (In my point)
I went with Katelyn, Kyle, DD.
I didn't wanna go but I did. All they ever do is make me feel like shit because I dont wanna sit online all day at the library. It's summer. I wanna go out and take pictures, go swimming, Sleep. Thats my whole summer
I'm going on a day trip next week with my mommy and dad. On sunday i'm going to the movies with my mommy and dad. It's going to be fun
I dont know what to type. I am just going to go write my new series for YouTube. Bye!
- Veronica Woodworth <3=
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Updates tomorrow
Sorry I haven't updated in a while.
I am going to update all weekend with info of my life... like anyone cares
"Run away. Run away. ILL ATTACK!"
I am going to update all weekend with info of my life... like anyone cares
"Run away. Run away. ILL ATTACK!"
Sunday, July 26, 2009
But Everywhere I Go I'm Reminded Of What Going On.
Why Does This Always Happen To Me?!
I'm Always Ditched
I'm Always Hurt
I'm Always Heart Broken.
I'm Always The One Who Is Dumb To Believe In You
Mike might not be able to go to Summerfest because of his parents. Ugh!
I'm actually crying right now.
Leave me alone okay?!
- Veronica'
Mood - Heartbroken, Hurt, Crying, Depressed
Song of the Day - (You Didn't Have To) Walk Away - Mitchel Musso
I'm Always Ditched
I'm Always Hurt
I'm Always Heart Broken.
I'm Always The One Who Is Dumb To Believe In You
Mike might not be able to go to Summerfest because of his parents. Ugh!
I'm actually crying right now.
Leave me alone okay?!
- Veronica'
Mood - Heartbroken, Hurt, Crying, Depressed
Song of the Day - (You Didn't Have To) Walk Away - Mitchel Musso
I wouldn't be nothing if I didn't have you.
Okay so the title is a lie.
I wish I wasn't single.
The only reason I wish I wasn't single was because I wanna be able to say "I love you" and then hug them. I wanna love somoene more then ever before. I wanna be able to take FaceBook pictures with them. and Hang out all the time. And stay up all night on the phone. I wanna be in love. <3
But that's never gonna happen. Almost every guy i know has a girlfriend..
I've had a boyfriend before. It didn't last long. He was a bitch. I hate him. I want to have someone who loves me for me. Not someone who is dating just to date. I wanna be able to call him up when I need to talk to him. and Stay on the phone for 5 hours talking about nothing. I wanna be able to go to concerts with him. I wanna be able to go out and have a good time.
Looks like me dream isn't gonna happen.
No one knows this but I wanna be an Actress and Singer on Disney Channel when I get older. I wanna do what I love. But the only bad thing Is my voice sucks. I can't act for my life infront of people. (I can act just in front of people) I've had auditions before... I just didn't tell anyone. Not even my parents. I had a chance of a lifetime and I ditched it and sat in my room and cried.
My friendship with my bestfriend Mike is amazing,
It's kinda like Lilly and Oliver or Miley and Oliver (Hannah Montana)
I'm gonna go now. I love you all.
- Veronica Woodworth
I wish I wasn't single.
The only reason I wish I wasn't single was because I wanna be able to say "I love you" and then hug them. I wanna love somoene more then ever before. I wanna be able to take FaceBook pictures with them. and Hang out all the time. And stay up all night on the phone. I wanna be in love. <3
But that's never gonna happen. Almost every guy i know has a girlfriend..
I've had a boyfriend before. It didn't last long. He was a bitch. I hate him. I want to have someone who loves me for me. Not someone who is dating just to date. I wanna be able to call him up when I need to talk to him. and Stay on the phone for 5 hours talking about nothing. I wanna be able to go to concerts with him. I wanna be able to go out and have a good time.
Looks like me dream isn't gonna happen.
No one knows this but I wanna be an Actress and Singer on Disney Channel when I get older. I wanna do what I love. But the only bad thing Is my voice sucks. I can't act for my life infront of people. (I can act just in front of people) I've had auditions before... I just didn't tell anyone. Not even my parents. I had a chance of a lifetime and I ditched it and sat in my room and cried.
My friendship with my bestfriend Mike is amazing,
It's kinda like Lilly and Oliver or Miley and Oliver (Hannah Montana)
I'm gonna go now. I love you all.
- Veronica Woodworth
Monday, July 20, 2009
Oh Good, Now You See, Who I Really Am!
"Hold on, Cause it's been too long. Hold on. Cause feaking out is really over-rated"
Song of the day - In Regards To Myself - Underoath
Hey Guys,
I'm getting back to writing blogs. I just have to think of stuff to write.
I can't promise I'm gonna write EVERYDAY... But I can promise Every week.
I'm in the middle of writing a new series for an account on blogspot. Yes. A new account. a new story.
It doesn't have anything to do with the Jonas Brothers which will probably mean it's not gonna get any views but you know what.... I dont give a fuck.
I'm gonna start writing stories about things that sound good to me. I'm not gonna be a robot anymore. I'm not someone who gets bossed around.
"Blame it on this southern weather... BLAME IT ON ANYTHING!"
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Just because you said your sorry doesn't mean I will forgive you. You can't do that. I'm not some thing that you can use over and over again.
"I hope this gets you harder. I hope you act so much stronger"
I really do love you with all my heart. I just can't keep getting hurt everytime I hear your name. Everytime i talk to you I act like everything is okay even though it's not. I'm strong for you. I dont wanna hurt you like you hurt me...I dont wanna be the bad guy.
Why do I love you?
Why are you the way you are?
Why are you so good at hurting me?
Why am I so stupid to belive you mean it?
Why am I so stupid to go back to hanging out with you?
These are the questions going through my head all the time.
"I wanna make them like up. I wanna make them WORSHIP US!!"
"Good god can you still get us home?"
~Veronica
Song of the day - In Regards To Myself - Underoath
Hey Guys,
I'm getting back to writing blogs. I just have to think of stuff to write.
I can't promise I'm gonna write EVERYDAY... But I can promise Every week.
I'm in the middle of writing a new series for an account on blogspot. Yes. A new account. a new story.
It doesn't have anything to do with the Jonas Brothers which will probably mean it's not gonna get any views but you know what.... I dont give a fuck.
I'm gonna start writing stories about things that sound good to me. I'm not gonna be a robot anymore. I'm not someone who gets bossed around.
"Blame it on this southern weather... BLAME IT ON ANYTHING!"
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Just because you said your sorry doesn't mean I will forgive you. You can't do that. I'm not some thing that you can use over and over again.
"I hope this gets you harder. I hope you act so much stronger"
I really do love you with all my heart. I just can't keep getting hurt everytime I hear your name. Everytime i talk to you I act like everything is okay even though it's not. I'm strong for you. I dont wanna hurt you like you hurt me...I dont wanna be the bad guy.
Why do I love you?
Why are you the way you are?
Why are you so good at hurting me?
Why am I so stupid to belive you mean it?
Why am I so stupid to go back to hanging out with you?
These are the questions going through my head all the time.
"I wanna make them like up. I wanna make them WORSHIP US!!"
"Good god can you still get us home?"
~Veronica
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Gone forever
Hey,
Sorry I keep on not posting. I've been trying to stay off the computer because of drama lately.
Right now I am in tears. I've been through heart break and love. He never loved me the way I loved him. Which is depressing.
I've been through everything with you. Good times and bad.
I love Justin too it's just. I dont even think he likes me as a person anymore. Everyone thinks I'm a slut and a bad person. I have no real friends.
I've been Crying alot more then anyone should. I've gone through friendship that ended the next day. I've been ditched 2000000 times.
I'm sorry I've let you down. I'm sorry you think the way u do. I'm sorry I ever loved you.
I'm sorry you said "I love you <3 " I'm sorry I belived you..
Please..... Please.... Don't do that to anyone else. It's a lot more then anyone should handle at our age.
I love you <3
- Veronica
"Good God, Can You Still Get Us Home?"
Sorry I keep on not posting. I've been trying to stay off the computer because of drama lately.
Right now I am in tears. I've been through heart break and love. He never loved me the way I loved him. Which is depressing.
I've been through everything with you. Good times and bad.
I love Justin too it's just. I dont even think he likes me as a person anymore. Everyone thinks I'm a slut and a bad person. I have no real friends.
I've been Crying alot more then anyone should. I've gone through friendship that ended the next day. I've been ditched 2000000 times.
I'm sorry I've let you down. I'm sorry you think the way u do. I'm sorry I ever loved you.
I'm sorry you said "I love you <3 " I'm sorry I belived you..
Please..... Please.... Don't do that to anyone else. It's a lot more then anyone should handle at our age.
I love you <3
- Veronica
"Good God, Can You Still Get Us Home?"
Friday, June 26, 2009
Dont believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die.
Hey Guys,
Sorry, I don't really post much anymore. There hasen't been anything to talk about lately.
Yesterday the world lost two amazing people. Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett. Everyone knew Farrah Fawcett was going to die yesterday from her long time battle with cancer but Michael Jackson no one knew he was going to die.
I started writing a new series and I am going to post it on a Jonas brothers FanFiction website because It's too much for YouTube. I just dont know if I should tell anyone about the Account other then my Best Friends Michelle, Ella and Abby. They are the bestest friends I've ever had because I can tell them everything. I tell them about my family problems and they make me feel better about everything.
Some people were asking me who my crushes are right now and I will name them in a list
1. Craig Mabbitt (Lead singer of Escape the fate and he used to be the lead singer of BlessTheFall)
2. Jonas Brothers (Thats right. I don't just have a crush on one of the Jonas Brothers. I have a crush on all of them)
3. Shane Dawson (Amazing YouTuber)
Those are the only people I have crushes on. ahaha.
Song playing right now (3:05pm) To Hell and Back - BlessTheFall
So.. I have only been awake for 3 hours and 7 minutes at most. ahaha.
I am going to go and listen to more music. I will try and update tonight.
Bye Lovelys
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
Sorry, I don't really post much anymore. There hasen't been anything to talk about lately.
Yesterday the world lost two amazing people. Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett. Everyone knew Farrah Fawcett was going to die yesterday from her long time battle with cancer but Michael Jackson no one knew he was going to die.
I started writing a new series and I am going to post it on a Jonas brothers FanFiction website because It's too much for YouTube. I just dont know if I should tell anyone about the Account other then my Best Friends Michelle, Ella and Abby. They are the bestest friends I've ever had because I can tell them everything. I tell them about my family problems and they make me feel better about everything.
Some people were asking me who my crushes are right now and I will name them in a list
1. Craig Mabbitt (Lead singer of Escape the fate and he used to be the lead singer of BlessTheFall)
2. Jonas Brothers (Thats right. I don't just have a crush on one of the Jonas Brothers. I have a crush on all of them)
3. Shane Dawson (Amazing YouTuber)
Those are the only people I have crushes on. ahaha.
Song playing right now (3:05pm) To Hell and Back - BlessTheFall
So.. I have only been awake for 3 hours and 7 minutes at most. ahaha.
I am going to go and listen to more music. I will try and update tonight.
Bye Lovelys
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
Monday, June 8, 2009
Do you ever feel like me?
I'm so tired of the term "Best Friends"
It doesn't mean anything. It just means you think you can trust them with your life. Why did I ever use that. Or Ever Believe that.
I keep on telling myself your the right one. Your my best friend and that I love you to death. But really. I don't believe that anymore. This is so stupid. Why did I ever go back to that? Why did I go back to the drama? Why did I ever say "I love you"?
I keep on telling myself everything will be okay. But I know it's not.
Everyone is still fighting. Everyone is still saying everything will be okay champ. Everyone is crying. Everyone is depressed. Everyone is hurt.
Why do I keep saying okay to you? Why do I fall into your traps?
~Veronica Woodworth!~
It doesn't mean anything. It just means you think you can trust them with your life. Why did I ever use that. Or Ever Believe that.
I keep on telling myself your the right one. Your my best friend and that I love you to death. But really. I don't believe that anymore. This is so stupid. Why did I ever go back to that? Why did I go back to the drama? Why did I ever say "I love you"?
I keep on telling myself everything will be okay. But I know it's not.
Everyone is still fighting. Everyone is still saying everything will be okay champ. Everyone is crying. Everyone is depressed. Everyone is hurt.
Why do I keep saying okay to you? Why do I fall into your traps?
~Veronica Woodworth!~
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Us against the worldd <3
Hey guys.
So today my I woke up and my mom was like "Just so you know i'm counting my cigerettes" I was just like "Why?" She and my dad replied "Your scaring us Veronica. Your fetish with matches scares us" Really? Really?!!? Fuck! I only smoked once. I wanted to smoke again but I didn't have the guts to! That's the truth. I choked when I smoked the first time. I also had to hide it until I told my mom.... Which was the hardest thing to do. Believe me..... Smoking wasn't bad. It's just..... I don't have the guts to smoke. Nore the money to smoke.
My brother told me something I didn't wanna hear and I got so fucking pissed. He is just "The Ass" He is the biggest jerk sometimes. He Really needs to learn how to keep his mouth SHUT!
My best friend is there for everything though. We only hang out every once and a while because he goes to school and Leighann and Alexandera always wanna hang out with him because they have a crush on him. They just don't tell Mike that. lmfao.
I really wanna audition for a TV show. I just am afraid to. Thats right Ladies and Gentlmen. Veronica Scandalous is afraid to do something!
You know I love you. Why can't you just say I love you back?
I'm gonna go Listen to Green Day and watch YouTube videos. Night everyone. (More updates when Mike comes over tomorrow. lmfao)
~iViva La Gloria!~
So today my I woke up and my mom was like "Just so you know i'm counting my cigerettes" I was just like "Why?" She and my dad replied "Your scaring us Veronica. Your fetish with matches scares us" Really? Really?!!? Fuck! I only smoked once. I wanted to smoke again but I didn't have the guts to! That's the truth. I choked when I smoked the first time. I also had to hide it until I told my mom.... Which was the hardest thing to do. Believe me..... Smoking wasn't bad. It's just..... I don't have the guts to smoke. Nore the money to smoke.
My brother told me something I didn't wanna hear and I got so fucking pissed. He is just "The Ass" He is the biggest jerk sometimes. He Really needs to learn how to keep his mouth SHUT!
My best friend is there for everything though. We only hang out every once and a while because he goes to school and Leighann and Alexandera always wanna hang out with him because they have a crush on him. They just don't tell Mike that. lmfao.
I really wanna audition for a TV show. I just am afraid to. Thats right Ladies and Gentlmen. Veronica Scandalous is afraid to do something!
You know I love you. Why can't you just say I love you back?
I'm gonna go Listen to Green Day and watch YouTube videos. Night everyone. (More updates when Mike comes over tomorrow. lmfao)
~iViva La Gloria!~
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
This is why were on the edge.
"Do you feel worthless? Well Do You? Good. Cause You are worthless"
Hey guys.
So... I might not post for a few days. I have too much going on at home and too much on my mind.
"I told you not to believe in me."
Next friday I am going to see the Jonas Brothers with my Mom and maybe Ella Enchanted. I don't really want to. I don't wanna be one of those girls that is like "OH MY GOD! It's The Jonas Brothers! *Faints*" I would do that for all the bands I actually love. Like, The Academy is.... or Green Day. But I Wouldn't fucking faint. LMFAO!
So I am going to go now. I will talk to yall later. Bye guys
I LOVE YOU BOO!
~Veronica Scandalous <3 !~
Hey guys.
So... I might not post for a few days. I have too much going on at home and too much on my mind.
"I told you not to believe in me."
Next friday I am going to see the Jonas Brothers with my Mom and maybe Ella Enchanted. I don't really want to. I don't wanna be one of those girls that is like "OH MY GOD! It's The Jonas Brothers! *Faints*" I would do that for all the bands I actually love. Like, The Academy is.... or Green Day. But I Wouldn't fucking faint. LMFAO!
So I am going to go now. I will talk to yall later. Bye guys
I LOVE YOU BOO!
~Veronica Scandalous <3 !~
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Hey guys,
So... do you guys remember the show Phil of the Future? That show was fucking AMAZING!
I wish my relating ship with someone. That would be awesome.
So Josh broke up with me two days ago. ahaha, He was Fucking ugly as shit!!! ahaha.
So this blog is really short but oh fuking well. hehehe
I love you ;
So... do you guys remember the show Phil of the Future? That show was fucking AMAZING!
I wish my relating ship with someone. That would be awesome.
So Josh broke up with me two days ago. ahaha, He was Fucking ugly as shit!!! ahaha.
So this blog is really short but oh fuking well. hehehe
I love you ;
Monday, June 1, 2009
Hey guys!
Sorry I haven't posted in forever. My computer is dead so I'm getting a new one soon. Not an Apple but it's better then a Apple computer. It will have a webcam built-in so I can do more live shows from my bed and shit.
So.... Other then that. Mitchel Mussos CD comes out tomorrow hehe. So........ wow. I don't know what to talk about..
My brothers girlfriend Crystal and I hung out all day yesterday. YAY! it was so much fun. I found out Im going to Jones Beach for a Concert in a month and a half. hehe. NEVERSHOUTNEVER! BABY!
So Mitchel Mussos CD isn't as Great as I thought it would be. The song with Mason is amazing. Only 'cause it has Mason.
hehe. I'm gonna go make a YouTube video. Byea!
Sorry I haven't posted in forever. My computer is dead so I'm getting a new one soon. Not an Apple but it's better then a Apple computer. It will have a webcam built-in so I can do more live shows from my bed and shit.
So.... Other then that. Mitchel Mussos CD comes out tomorrow hehe. So........ wow. I don't know what to talk about..
My brothers girlfriend Crystal and I hung out all day yesterday. YAY! it was so much fun. I found out Im going to Jones Beach for a Concert in a month and a half. hehe. NEVERSHOUTNEVER! BABY!
So Mitchel Mussos CD isn't as Great as I thought it would be. The song with Mason is amazing. Only 'cause it has Mason.
hehe. I'm gonna go make a YouTube video. Byea!
Friday, May 29, 2009
Raaaaaarrrrrh!
Hey everyone!
Sorry when I post lately it's been shit. I am going to try and be more happy about life ahaha.
So Mike might only come over for a bit (If he even comes over) and it's going to Fucking rain! ugh!
Pandas go RAAAAAAAARRRRRRRHHHHHHH!
ahahaha. Sorry. A little random. I just got out of the shower and I did my make-up. (As usual) now I'm listening to Nevershoutnever!
I'm gonna go listen to music and wait for Mike to come over. More updates later.
~Veronica Scandalous and iViva La Gloria!~
Sorry when I post lately it's been shit. I am going to try and be more happy about life ahaha.
So Mike might only come over for a bit (If he even comes over) and it's going to Fucking rain! ugh!
Pandas go RAAAAAAAARRRRRRRHHHHHHH!
ahahaha. Sorry. A little random. I just got out of the shower and I did my make-up. (As usual) now I'm listening to Nevershoutnever!
I'm gonna go listen to music and wait for Mike to come over. More updates later.
~Veronica Scandalous and iViva La Gloria!~
Thursday, May 28, 2009
We all stay in to hide the seasons
"I give and you take it. Two summers spent wasted."
Hullo.
So I was thinking.... "Hmm. I haven't posted new pictures on FaceBook or Myspace lately. Lets edit some pictures" and then I edited them and it came out cool.... Wow that really sounded mature *Sarcastic*
ahah. So... This friday I am hanging out with my friend Mike. (http://dogyrk2.blogspot.com/) So I might not post a blog until mad late. but I will post a blog that night. Maybe when he is over,
"Damn you look good and i'm drunk"
Howcome my Blogs are never long anymore?!!?! and If they are long they are depressing. So you know what. I am going to make this blog as long as I can. (As long as I can think of stuff to write)
I am editing a YouTube video right now. Mike made me an awesome Production sign. I was in shock. ahaha. I should of made a video of that. wow am I stupid.
Right now i'm listening to NeverShoutNever! I'm so tiredd! I woke up early (For me) and started texting the second I woke up. Then I had to go live for Terriann and she didn't even stay for the whole show. Oh well. She missed me doing the Hoedown Throwdown and playing DDR (Dance dance revolution)
Wow. I go on Myspace to check my mail and Terriann is making a big deal over the stupidest shit ever. No Offense Terri but you are too fucking young for a Boyfriend. When you are mature enough you should have a boyfriend. Not now. (Which you are probably lying about... seeing as you didn't tell the truth a couple times)
Also for the some of you who are like "Oh my god your an ass hole"
My blogs are for me to say how I feel. What i'm thinking about and other stuff. I don't care what you think. If you think I'm an ass hole don't fucking read my blogs. Okay.... :)
I have the bestest friends in the world. It's so hard to think they would hurt me. I really wish I knew how to let go. It's the hardest thing to do.
"Put your money where your mouth is"
''I walk a lonley road. The only one that i have ever known. Don't know where it goes. But it's only me and I walk alone''
~iViva La Gloria!~
Hullo.
So I was thinking.... "Hmm. I haven't posted new pictures on FaceBook or Myspace lately. Lets edit some pictures" and then I edited them and it came out cool.... Wow that really sounded mature *Sarcastic*
ahah. So... This friday I am hanging out with my friend Mike. (http://dogyrk2.blogspot.com/) So I might not post a blog until mad late. but I will post a blog that night. Maybe when he is over,
"Damn you look good and i'm drunk"
Howcome my Blogs are never long anymore?!!?! and If they are long they are depressing. So you know what. I am going to make this blog as long as I can. (As long as I can think of stuff to write)
I am editing a YouTube video right now. Mike made me an awesome Production sign. I was in shock. ahaha. I should of made a video of that. wow am I stupid.
Right now i'm listening to NeverShoutNever! I'm so tiredd! I woke up early (For me) and started texting the second I woke up. Then I had to go live for Terriann and she didn't even stay for the whole show. Oh well. She missed me doing the Hoedown Throwdown and playing DDR (Dance dance revolution)
Wow. I go on Myspace to check my mail and Terriann is making a big deal over the stupidest shit ever. No Offense Terri but you are too fucking young for a Boyfriend. When you are mature enough you should have a boyfriend. Not now. (Which you are probably lying about... seeing as you didn't tell the truth a couple times)
Also for the some of you who are like "Oh my god your an ass hole"
My blogs are for me to say how I feel. What i'm thinking about and other stuff. I don't care what you think. If you think I'm an ass hole don't fucking read my blogs. Okay.... :)
I have the bestest friends in the world. It's so hard to think they would hurt me. I really wish I knew how to let go. It's the hardest thing to do.
"Put your money where your mouth is"
''I walk a lonley road. The only one that i have ever known. Don't know where it goes. But it's only me and I walk alone''
~iViva La Gloria!~
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
East Jesus Nowhere <3
Mood - Depressed
"My shallow hearts the only thing thats beating;"
This is going to be a quick blog until i get home. I am Sick and tired of being lied to all the fucking time. This really is ending up in me saying "I fucking hate you" and running away.
I'm going to borders. Be back soon.
I love you boo.
~iViva La Gloria!~
"My shallow hearts the only thing thats beating;"
This is going to be a quick blog until i get home. I am Sick and tired of being lied to all the fucking time. This really is ending up in me saying "I fucking hate you" and running away.
I'm going to borders. Be back soon.
I love you boo.
~iViva La Gloria!~
Friday, May 22, 2009
Hawtness Monster
Okay so Right now I woke up for my favorite band of all time which no one knows i listen to until now. Green Day.
My mom was shocked when she heard me sing every lyric to every song. ahahahahhaa.
Billie Joe Armstrong is amazingly hot! oh em gee. ahahahaha. I think im over being depressed...... for now. ahahaha. I'm always depressed.
So...... my best friend Mike is going to the beach today.... I'm hoping he can hang out after the beach because I really wanna hang out with him. He is my bestie....... <3 <3 <3
Stupid swine flu. It made everything worse. my mom bought me sanitizing lotion... At least I got the Lime green casing. hehe.
"City of the dead."
Okay so I kinda wanna go get losts of Monster without my mom knowing. But she would find out. Ugh. Stupid 711 guys telling my mom everything.
I want monster. I should be able to buy it with my own money. It's my body.... I can do whatever I want to it.
Okay so on a brighter note. (Or darker) I am going to go Straighten my hair and put on eyeliner (BLACK!!!! as of yesterday I bought black)
Bye for now
~Veronica Scandalous <3!~
My mom was shocked when she heard me sing every lyric to every song. ahahahahhaa.
Billie Joe Armstrong is amazingly hot! oh em gee. ahahahaha. I think im over being depressed...... for now. ahahaha. I'm always depressed.
So...... my best friend Mike is going to the beach today.... I'm hoping he can hang out after the beach because I really wanna hang out with him. He is my bestie....... <3 <3 <3
Stupid swine flu. It made everything worse. my mom bought me sanitizing lotion... At least I got the Lime green casing. hehe.
"City of the dead."
Okay so I kinda wanna go get losts of Monster without my mom knowing. But she would find out. Ugh. Stupid 711 guys telling my mom everything.
I want monster. I should be able to buy it with my own money. It's my body.... I can do whatever I want to it.
Okay so on a brighter note. (Or darker) I am going to go Straighten my hair and put on eyeliner (BLACK!!!! as of yesterday I bought black)
Bye for now
~Veronica Scandalous <3!~
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I waited out for you
I'm such a loser.
No one loves me. The one person I love....... I'm not sure if he actually loves me back. It's not who everyone thinks it is. I want to just run away. I wanna run away from everything everytime anything is bothering me.
Family problems i can't talk about with anyone in my family. I wanted to talk about it with the one person but he/she was too busy. he/she is always to busy.
I'm always wrong!!!!!!!!!
I wish everything would be the way I want it to be. I would have a boyfriend. I would have the boyfriend I want. I would be happy. I would be normal... But I'm not.
That dream can just go away because I know it's not going to happen.
"Don't believe. That the weather. Is perfect the day that you die"
I love you....... I hope you know that.
No one loves me. The one person I love....... I'm not sure if he actually loves me back. It's not who everyone thinks it is. I want to just run away. I wanna run away from everything everytime anything is bothering me.
Family problems i can't talk about with anyone in my family. I wanted to talk about it with the one person but he/she was too busy. he/she is always to busy.
I'm always wrong!!!!!!!!!
I wish everything would be the way I want it to be. I would have a boyfriend. I would have the boyfriend I want. I would be happy. I would be normal... But I'm not.
That dream can just go away because I know it's not going to happen.
"Don't believe. That the weather. Is perfect the day that you die"
I love you....... I hope you know that.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I wish we were older
You know who you are,
Have you ever had that feeling that you really love someone but they don't love you back? Have you ever thought "Oh well I'm nothing special"? Well I have. The one guy I really really like doesn't know I like like him. He used to Like me that way but he doesn't anymore. I used to be like "Ew!!! A Boy Likes Me!" But now I'm older and it's cute.
When i lived on my old block I used to hang out with my crush every single day. His name is Justin. I used to love him. We used to be boyfriend and girlfriend but I don't think he remembers.
Have you ever broken the rules and it felt GREAT? I have. A Couple times. My family has stupid rules. A Curse Jar?!!?! Come on. I'm 13. I should be able to curse all I want. Shit! See. xD
I wish I had more friends. I wish the guy I loved would be my boyfriend. He says he's not ready. I wish I could just take away everything I ever said to Mike because I feel bad for saying that I didn't wanna be friends with him. We are friends and will always be friends. I will try and keep my thoughts to myself about Leighann and his other friends.
I wanna change. I wanna be a normal teenager. I wanna be not afraid to get into trouble. But You Know What?!!?! I'm NOT!
I'm not afraid to get into trouble. I'm not afraid to break the rules. I'm not afraid to make a fool of myself on video. I'm not afraid to say "I LOVE YOU"!
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Okay so Sorry About How this blog is really weird and I'm sorry I sound like a retard.
I Love You Boo! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I'm gonna go eat crack brownies (does not have actually drugs) and watch Live Free or Die Hard. mmmmm. Popcorn and Soda.
~Veronica Scandalous <3 !~
Have you ever had that feeling that you really love someone but they don't love you back? Have you ever thought "Oh well I'm nothing special"? Well I have. The one guy I really really like doesn't know I like like him. He used to Like me that way but he doesn't anymore. I used to be like "Ew!!! A Boy Likes Me!" But now I'm older and it's cute.
When i lived on my old block I used to hang out with my crush every single day. His name is Justin. I used to love him. We used to be boyfriend and girlfriend but I don't think he remembers.
Have you ever broken the rules and it felt GREAT? I have. A Couple times. My family has stupid rules. A Curse Jar?!!?! Come on. I'm 13. I should be able to curse all I want. Shit! See. xD
I wish I had more friends. I wish the guy I loved would be my boyfriend. He says he's not ready. I wish I could just take away everything I ever said to Mike because I feel bad for saying that I didn't wanna be friends with him. We are friends and will always be friends. I will try and keep my thoughts to myself about Leighann and his other friends.
I wanna change. I wanna be a normal teenager. I wanna be not afraid to get into trouble. But You Know What?!!?! I'm NOT!
I'm not afraid to get into trouble. I'm not afraid to break the rules. I'm not afraid to make a fool of myself on video. I'm not afraid to say "I LOVE YOU"!
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Okay so Sorry About How this blog is really weird and I'm sorry I sound like a retard.
I Love You Boo! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I'm gonna go eat crack brownies (does not have actually drugs) and watch Live Free or Die Hard. mmmmm. Popcorn and Soda.
~Veronica Scandalous <3 !~
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I Love you ;
Hola.
okay so right now i'm texting my best friends Katelyn, Abby, And Terriann. Mike's sleeping.
I have something to talk about but i don't have enough time right now to type it all so I will post it in the morning.
It's something that I wish could happen but It wont.. Unless a boy comes along and makes it happen.
Okay Night
Veronica Scandalous <3
okay so right now i'm texting my best friends Katelyn, Abby, And Terriann. Mike's sleeping.
I have something to talk about but i don't have enough time right now to type it all so I will post it in the morning.
It's something that I wish could happen but It wont.. Unless a boy comes along and makes it happen.
Okay Night
Veronica Scandalous <3
RaWr! I'm BoReD!
Hola.
Right now i'm watching TV and eating my moms popcorn. mmm. All while being sick. hmmmm
Mike! Do You Wanna Hang Out This Weekend?!!?!?!!?!?!!?!?!
Okay sorry this blog is short. It's a reply to my boos blog to meh. xD xD xD
Byes
~Veronica Scandalous <3 !@!@%&*($&%*($&%*$(&*%($&#@^(@_%(*^_^#$#~
Right now i'm watching TV and eating my moms popcorn. mmm. All while being sick. hmmmm
Mike! Do You Wanna Hang Out This Weekend?!!?!?!!?!?!!?!?!
Okay sorry this blog is short. It's a reply to my boos blog to meh. xD xD xD
Byes
~Veronica Scandalous <3 !@!@%&*($&%*($&%*$(&*%($&#@^(@_%(*^_^#$#~
Shake It!
Hey!
Wow Mike sleeps alot.
Well on another note. I'm gonna start posting a story here. It's going to be AWESOME!
This blog is like Mikes! RaWr!i!i!i!
ahaha
Okay so...... I am going to go write my new series for this. It should be posted tonight. Next week the latest. xD
Bye
p.s.
I LOVE YOU MIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥
Wow Mike sleeps alot.
Well on another note. I'm gonna start posting a story here. It's going to be AWESOME!
This blog is like Mikes! RaWr!i!i!i!
ahaha
Okay so...... I am going to go write my new series for this. It should be posted tonight. Next week the latest. xD
Bye
p.s.
I LOVE YOU MIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥
Monday, May 18, 2009
She's dying... on the dance floor.
Hey I'll swim the ocean for you <3 blog readers,
Right now I'm watching Dadnapped and listening to music. I really have a craving for my moms popcorn. I might go bother her for it... ahahah. hold on a second......
*Goes to bother her mom for popcorn*
"I'm counting the days since i began to live without you
I'm covered in rain but it feels just like it's the sun
And it don't get me down, don't come around
You're better off leaving town
I'm fine here alone now without you
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you
You're stuck in a world and make believe that I can see it
I gave it a chance, she must be crazy not to leave
You're never gonna bring me down, don't come around
You're better off leaving town
i'm fine here alone now without you
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you
Giving it up, now you're taking away
All of the time, now get out of my way
Never been lost in anyone, it's me they want
Without you i'm insane
So hear me now, screaming out your name
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone
Hey!
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you
Better off without you
Cause i'm better off without you
I'm screaming at you
Hey!
Don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better, better off without you"
Okay so my mom wouldn't make me popcorn tonight because its too late.... but i did get sodaaaa. YAY! aahahahaha.
Okay so now i'm listening to Mitchel Musso. ahahaha. I love him. he is such a big person in my life. No one knows this until now but he is the reason I write songs and wanna be an actress. He is an amazing person who replies to his fans.
.........................
Wow I blacked out for a second. Okay back to life..... hmmm....
This weekend I might go visit some of my old friends. It should be fun. I might just go out east.... I might. xD
Hmmmm. What to talk about. *Scratches head*
I know....... lets talk about how MIKE ISN'T ONLINE WHEN HIS BOO NEEDS TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT THAT SHE DIDN'T TELL ANYONE ELSE!
Okay now it's time to talk about my bestie.
Michael. He is very.... different. ;)
the picture on top of this blog is me and Michael last year. What an awesome night. xD xD xD
Mike....... Will you be my bestie???? Umm....... wait.... WHAT?!!?!?!?!?!
ahaha. okay I'm going to go listen to Metro Station now.... .Bye
~Veronica Scandalous !~
Paranoid
Hey! I'm Screaming At You!
How is everyone? This weekend I am hanging out with my friends........ Today i'm going to borders. Fun Fun Fun. Getting a new book for me to read.
Yesterday I watched TV and DVDs all day. It was fun. Rawr. ahahaha. I love my family.
I'm gonna go make food, Get ready. Leave. Come back and sleep.
Bye
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
How is everyone? This weekend I am hanging out with my friends........ Today i'm going to borders. Fun Fun Fun. Getting a new book for me to read.
Yesterday I watched TV and DVDs all day. It was fun. Rawr. ahahaha. I love my family.
I'm gonna go make food, Get ready. Leave. Come back and sleep.
Bye
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
Saturday, May 16, 2009
I'm done
I seriously can't wait until I move.
All I ever do is be nice to EVERYONE. and it seems to be a bad thing because i'm apparently the ass hole all the time.
I am moving a dropping everyone I talk to... Other then Georgie, Lacey, Ella, Michelle, Abby, and a couple other people. The people I named are amazing amazing people. I didn't name a couple of them because I really need to think about them.
I tried to be nice to ********* and ********* but they were ass holes. I have a very loving heart that doesn't know how to let go. I really should just not talk to Anyone at all. (Other Then My Family cause I know they love me)
My mom is amazing and I love her to death. She is my best friend and always will be.
My other family members will have blogs written about them soon. I promise.
Leighann should really just leave everyone alone. She is bothering my brother now because she wants him in her pants. She wants to have sexy time with him... badly cause she is a SLUT!
This blog is a really depressing blog.
Also. Leighann, if you read this. Leave me and Mike alone. Leave my family alone. Leave everyone who works at Sayville starbucks alone. Don't go bothering them for free food cause they will get fired! My brother knows the truth about you. and Apparently no one else does. You hurt Mike and me So many Times.... You are a bully. You are a mean mean person. and most of all..... You threatened to beat me up. Which is unforgivable.
Goodnight everyone.
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
All I ever do is be nice to EVERYONE. and it seems to be a bad thing because i'm apparently the ass hole all the time.
I am moving a dropping everyone I talk to... Other then Georgie, Lacey, Ella, Michelle, Abby, and a couple other people. The people I named are amazing amazing people. I didn't name a couple of them because I really need to think about them.
I tried to be nice to ********* and ********* but they were ass holes. I have a very loving heart that doesn't know how to let go. I really should just not talk to Anyone at all. (Other Then My Family cause I know they love me)
My mom is amazing and I love her to death. She is my best friend and always will be.
My other family members will have blogs written about them soon. I promise.
Leighann should really just leave everyone alone. She is bothering my brother now because she wants him in her pants. She wants to have sexy time with him... badly cause she is a SLUT!
This blog is a really depressing blog.
Also. Leighann, if you read this. Leave me and Mike alone. Leave my family alone. Leave everyone who works at Sayville starbucks alone. Don't go bothering them for free food cause they will get fired! My brother knows the truth about you. and Apparently no one else does. You hurt Mike and me So many Times.... You are a bully. You are a mean mean person. and most of all..... You threatened to beat me up. Which is unforgivable.
Goodnight everyone.
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
I can't wait.... To see you again. xD
Hi, My name is Veronica... and I am an Allien...... Wait.... No I'm not.
Sorry I haven't blogged in FOREVER! Last night I was going to Blog when I got home from Picking up my brother but I was on WebCam with Mike so I forgot. I'm sorry. ahahaha
So..... Yesterday was a weird day. I woke up and went online to look at YouTube videos of Walt Disney World. ( I will explain later in this blog why) And then I took a shower. My mom cut my hair after and then We went shopping. Later that day at like 10 pm I went to my old block to pick up my brother and then I saw my Best Friend Mike in front of my brothers friends house waiting for me. Aww.
So as I was sayin I was looking at Walt Disney World videos on YouTube. The reason is becuase I am writing down things I wanna do in Disney World in 3 Months! I am going to Walt Disney World is August this year. YAY! I Haven't Gone To Disney since I Was 9 For My Birthday!
I Am going to go live now. Bye for now. I will write another blog soon.
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
Sorry I haven't blogged in FOREVER! Last night I was going to Blog when I got home from Picking up my brother but I was on WebCam with Mike so I forgot. I'm sorry. ahahaha
So..... Yesterday was a weird day. I woke up and went online to look at YouTube videos of Walt Disney World. ( I will explain later in this blog why) And then I took a shower. My mom cut my hair after and then We went shopping. Later that day at like 10 pm I went to my old block to pick up my brother and then I saw my Best Friend Mike in front of my brothers friends house waiting for me. Aww.
So as I was sayin I was looking at Walt Disney World videos on YouTube. The reason is becuase I am writing down things I wanna do in Disney World in 3 Months! I am going to Walt Disney World is August this year. YAY! I Haven't Gone To Disney since I Was 9 For My Birthday!
I Am going to go live now. Bye for now. I will write another blog soon.
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
Monday, May 11, 2009
Abby!!!!
My best friend Abby (I LOVE YOU!!!) Always makes me happy. She makes me smile every time I talk to her. We text until I fall asleep.... Which usually happens at like 12. ahahaha. We roleplay all the time which is amazing. I love her to Bits!
Abby, You are the best friend anyone could ever have. You never make me mad you always make me smile. When I am having a bad day you make it better. I hope we could hang out some time and make YouTube videos. xD
You are amazing! If I Could Hug You Every Day I Would.
Here is the meaning of every letter of your name. (Made By Me)
A - Amazing
B - Beautiful
B - Butterfly Fly Away
Y - YouTube Friends For Life!
I know the meanings are weird but I still love you. This blog is for the bestest friend a person could ever have.
~Veronica Scandalous <3
Abby, You are the best friend anyone could ever have. You never make me mad you always make me smile. When I am having a bad day you make it better. I hope we could hang out some time and make YouTube videos. xD
You are amazing! If I Could Hug You Every Day I Would.
Here is the meaning of every letter of your name. (Made By Me)
A - Amazing
B - Beautiful
B - Butterfly Fly Away
Y - YouTube Friends For Life!
I know the meanings are weird but I still love you. This blog is for the bestest friend a person could ever have.
~Veronica Scandalous <3
Sunday, May 10, 2009
whoa, And your on to the next one
Hello everyone.
I feel amazing. My whole life is going so amazing today. I went to a park, got wendys, went to the beach, playing with Sammy (A dog that I gave away) found out Katelyn moved....Wait.... WHAT?!!?!
~Veronica Scandalous <3
I feel amazing. My whole life is going so amazing today. I went to a park, got wendys, went to the beach, playing with Sammy (A dog that I gave away) found out Katelyn moved....Wait.... WHAT?!!?!
~Veronica Scandalous <3
Amazing
Hello World,
Today Is Mothers Day,
Sorry About My Last Blog, It was how I am feeling, Today I am going to a park with my family for Mothers Day, I will post pictures later tonight from the park. It is soooo Nice out today! My mom went to get bakery stuff. It was amazing. ahahaha. Right now I'm listening to Cobra Starship, I am going to play Basket ball with my brothers. They taught me how to get it in from a far place. ahahaha. That's What She Said!!! Sorry, :/
I am gonna go get ready for the park and to hang out with my family.
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
Today Is Mothers Day,
Sorry About My Last Blog, It was how I am feeling, Today I am going to a park with my family for Mothers Day, I will post pictures later tonight from the park. It is soooo Nice out today! My mom went to get bakery stuff. It was amazing. ahahaha. Right now I'm listening to Cobra Starship, I am going to play Basket ball with my brothers. They taught me how to get it in from a far place. ahahaha. That's What She Said!!! Sorry, :/
I am gonna go get ready for the park and to hang out with my family.
~Veronica Scandalous <3~
So kiss me goodbye
Mike,
I'm saying how I feel right now and you just have to deal with it.
My last blog was about you. Yes, You already knew that. But what I was saying was the last time I said "Mike I Don't Wanna be Friends Right Now" You took it hard and then I got shit from Everyone. I am sorry I kept on saying that I didn't wanna be friends. I was going through a lot those weeks. I was emo and I didn't understand why I was even alive at that point. I wouldn't talk to anyone and I would just sit in my room listening to screamo.
Mike, Every since you found out I had a crush on you, You have been acting like a jerk. You say stupid shit and hang out with the Wrong people, Leighann is using you. She is using you for your computer and your cell phone. She is trying to make me go away because I'm apparently a "Stupid Bitch" and I really am Done with it. All I really want at this point is to be happy. Which only happens when I'm listening to music or Hanging out with the people who actually care about me.
I wanted to audition for the TV show but I couldn't get to California in time. I had the Money and Everything.
I never said you weren't suporting me. Never Once Did I Say That. You are an awesome friend when Leighann is not around. I really hope that you could understand what I feel right now but the Only people who actually understands is My family..... and they actually care how I feel. So you Know What. I'm Done.
When Leighann learns how to let go of you Having Me As a friend and stops Texting me when your hanging out with her and Calling me a stupid Bitch and Whore and shit. Then I will talk to you again. I'm not saying were not friends. I'm just saying I need a break right now.
I hope you understand.
~Veronica Scandalous <3 <3 <3~
I'm saying how I feel right now and you just have to deal with it.
My last blog was about you. Yes, You already knew that. But what I was saying was the last time I said "Mike I Don't Wanna be Friends Right Now" You took it hard and then I got shit from Everyone. I am sorry I kept on saying that I didn't wanna be friends. I was going through a lot those weeks. I was emo and I didn't understand why I was even alive at that point. I wouldn't talk to anyone and I would just sit in my room listening to screamo.
Mike, Every since you found out I had a crush on you, You have been acting like a jerk. You say stupid shit and hang out with the Wrong people, Leighann is using you. She is using you for your computer and your cell phone. She is trying to make me go away because I'm apparently a "Stupid Bitch" and I really am Done with it. All I really want at this point is to be happy. Which only happens when I'm listening to music or Hanging out with the people who actually care about me.
I wanted to audition for the TV show but I couldn't get to California in time. I had the Money and Everything.
I never said you weren't suporting me. Never Once Did I Say That. You are an awesome friend when Leighann is not around. I really hope that you could understand what I feel right now but the Only people who actually understands is My family..... and they actually care how I feel. So you Know What. I'm Done.
When Leighann learns how to let go of you Having Me As a friend and stops Texting me when your hanging out with her and Calling me a stupid Bitch and Whore and shit. Then I will talk to you again. I'm not saying were not friends. I'm just saying I need a break right now.
I hope you understand.
~Veronica Scandalous <3 <3 <3~
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Broken hearts and Last goodbyes
So to start out this blog.... I am pissed off and tired.
My heart is telling me to do one thing when my mind is telling me to do another.
This freaking sucks. I don't know what to do. Everyone I'm friends with....... They end up lying to me. I lost almost all my friends. All I have left is my music, Writing, Videos, and Family. Those are the things I really care about. Not stupid people that screw me over. My two so called "Friends" Are making me sick! They are telling me two different stories. Now I Really Don't Want Anything to do with them anymore. All I wanna do is hang out with my family, Listen to music, Make YouTube videos and Write stories.
Today I told my mom how I felt about things and she and my friend from California told me what to do. I think I'm gonna do it. It's just hard. Every time I said it he said "It's the Same Old Story" and Made Everyone against me. I don't really care anymore because this girl is taking over his life.
I want my old friends back. I want all the drama to go away.
"I love the way that we laugh until we cry
Dance until we die (dance until we die)
I love the smile with which you look at me and say
Get ready for this
And we get ready for this"
"So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in their eyes
Goodbye"
~iViva La Veronica!~
My heart is telling me to do one thing when my mind is telling me to do another.
This freaking sucks. I don't know what to do. Everyone I'm friends with....... They end up lying to me. I lost almost all my friends. All I have left is my music, Writing, Videos, and Family. Those are the things I really care about. Not stupid people that screw me over. My two so called "Friends" Are making me sick! They are telling me two different stories. Now I Really Don't Want Anything to do with them anymore. All I wanna do is hang out with my family, Listen to music, Make YouTube videos and Write stories.
Today I told my mom how I felt about things and she and my friend from California told me what to do. I think I'm gonna do it. It's just hard. Every time I said it he said "It's the Same Old Story" and Made Everyone against me. I don't really care anymore because this girl is taking over his life.
I want my old friends back. I want all the drama to go away.
"I love the way that we laugh until we cry
Dance until we die (dance until we die)
I love the smile with which you look at me and say
Get ready for this
And we get ready for this"
"So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in their eyes
Goodbye"
~iViva La Veronica!~
Friday, May 8, 2009
Broken hearted
Hey,
Right now I'm listening to music while thinking of something to write here. Probably going to take new FaceBook and MySpace pictures. ahahaha.
So......... I don't know what to write this time... I usually have stuff happen to me everyday. Today nothing really happened. I went shopping for food with my mum. Thats all really.
I'm watching Disney Channel..... Reading Magazines. Putting up new posters. Life is amazing. xD
Can't wait until May 15th and June 2nd. 2 of the best CD's come out. I have one of the CD's on iTunes but the other one isn't out yet. May 15th is Dave Days CD and June 2nd is Mitchel Mussos CD. I can't wait until this summer. 789 Gathering is going to be amazing!!!! Shane Dawson and Deefizzy are going! Other amazing YouTubers are going. I wish OfficiallyMichelle Was going but I don't think she is. *Cries*
Okay I'm gonna go listen to music Bye
~iViva La Veronica!~
Right now I'm listening to music while thinking of something to write here. Probably going to take new FaceBook and MySpace pictures. ahahaha.
So......... I don't know what to write this time... I usually have stuff happen to me everyday. Today nothing really happened. I went shopping for food with my mum. Thats all really.
I'm watching Disney Channel..... Reading Magazines. Putting up new posters. Life is amazing. xD
Can't wait until May 15th and June 2nd. 2 of the best CD's come out. I have one of the CD's on iTunes but the other one isn't out yet. May 15th is Dave Days CD and June 2nd is Mitchel Mussos CD. I can't wait until this summer. 789 Gathering is going to be amazing!!!! Shane Dawson and Deefizzy are going! Other amazing YouTubers are going. I wish OfficiallyMichelle Was going but I don't think she is. *Cries*
Okay I'm gonna go listen to music Bye
~iViva La Veronica!~
Thursday, May 7, 2009
How much does it cost to tell you that you love me?
Hello people of earth.
Sorry I didn't blog last night. I was live until 10 and I couldn't sign into my account. I will try to make this blog longer to make up for yesterday.
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So yesterday I was texting my Besty Abby. We were RolePlaying all day yesterday. It was fun. My besty for life Mike texted me during school. I listened to Music all day yesterday as usual and did school. I'm homeschooled so It's so confusing. Then after that I made a joined account for me and Mike. Here are the links.
Blogspot :)
YouTube
On our YouTube we are going to post random shitty videos. (They might not be shitty)
At like 5:50pm last night I went downstairs and sat down. My mom points to the stairs and there was a package for me. It was my Metro Station UnderGround package. I got a shirt, A bracelet and a Laminet. (Spelling?) It was so cool! I love Metro Station. I am probably going to the concert this summer. 7 days till davedays CD comes to my house. *Fangirl screams*
On June 2nd Mitchel Mussos First CD Ever Comes Out. I Pre-Ordered It. I Can't Wait Until It Comes Out. I Love Mitchel Musso! He Is Amazing!
So at 8:30 pm Last night I went live on BlogTV. It was fun. I had Lawliet Journey co-hosting me which made my show a lot better then Me Just Sitting There listening to music. ROFL!
Abby Just Texted Me. Aww She's Sick Again. I feel Bad. *Cries*
My mum took away my cell last night for the night because I don't go to sleep until like 1 in the morning. Which is normal for a teenager. Damn.
So.... Todays plans are Posting this blog and Making a Video for the Veronica and Mike account. Right now i'm listening to Mitchel Musso singing a new song. ahahaha. It's amazing. "Throw your hands, Throw your hands, Throw your hands up. Cause you can't cause you can't cause you can't stop."
I have nothing to do until this weekend when My friend might come over on saturday.
I slept 12 hours last night!!!! ooooooh! I went to sleep at midnight and woke up at 12:00 noon. lol! So it's 3:09 now and I have been writing this blog for 9 minutes lmfao.
I am so bored. I'm writing my other new series which is probably going to go on here. I might take my series off of youtube and start posting it here because I can post longer stories. ahahaha.
It's a lot of work making the videos and editing them for youtube. I mean it's fun and all but 100 episodes of the series! Thats a freaking long time to edit videos. Soon I'm not going to have a editing system though. I'm getting a new laptop before I go on the road and move. I'm going on the road for 3 mouths with my mum.
Okay I'm gonna post tonight I promise. But now i'm gonna go make the video for the me and mike account bye
~iViva La Veronica!~
Sorry I didn't blog last night. I was live until 10 and I couldn't sign into my account. I will try to make this blog longer to make up for yesterday.
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So yesterday I was texting my Besty Abby. We were RolePlaying all day yesterday. It was fun. My besty for life Mike texted me during school. I listened to Music all day yesterday as usual and did school. I'm homeschooled so It's so confusing. Then after that I made a joined account for me and Mike. Here are the links.
Blogspot :)
YouTube
On our YouTube we are going to post random shitty videos. (They might not be shitty)
At like 5:50pm last night I went downstairs and sat down. My mom points to the stairs and there was a package for me. It was my Metro Station UnderGround package. I got a shirt, A bracelet and a Laminet. (Spelling?) It was so cool! I love Metro Station. I am probably going to the concert this summer. 7 days till davedays CD comes to my house. *Fangirl screams*
On June 2nd Mitchel Mussos First CD Ever Comes Out. I Pre-Ordered It. I Can't Wait Until It Comes Out. I Love Mitchel Musso! He Is Amazing!
So at 8:30 pm Last night I went live on BlogTV. It was fun. I had Lawliet Journey co-hosting me which made my show a lot better then Me Just Sitting There listening to music. ROFL!
Abby Just Texted Me. Aww She's Sick Again. I feel Bad. *Cries*
My mum took away my cell last night for the night because I don't go to sleep until like 1 in the morning. Which is normal for a teenager. Damn.
So.... Todays plans are Posting this blog and Making a Video for the Veronica and Mike account. Right now i'm listening to Mitchel Musso singing a new song. ahahaha. It's amazing. "Throw your hands, Throw your hands, Throw your hands up. Cause you can't cause you can't cause you can't stop."
I have nothing to do until this weekend when My friend might come over on saturday.
I slept 12 hours last night!!!! ooooooh! I went to sleep at midnight and woke up at 12:00 noon. lol! So it's 3:09 now and I have been writing this blog for 9 minutes lmfao.
I am so bored. I'm writing my other new series which is probably going to go on here. I might take my series off of youtube and start posting it here because I can post longer stories. ahahaha.
It's a lot of work making the videos and editing them for youtube. I mean it's fun and all but 100 episodes of the series! Thats a freaking long time to edit videos. Soon I'm not going to have a editing system though. I'm getting a new laptop before I go on the road and move. I'm going on the road for 3 mouths with my mum.
Okay I'm gonna post tonight I promise. But now i'm gonna go make the video for the me and mike account bye
~iViva La Veronica!~
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Guys Like You Make Us Look Bad
Hey guys,
Sorry my last update wasn't long. It was because I wrote it at like..... 11:28 last night and my dad was going to be home soon.
My family got pizza for dinner and never called me for it. Not that I really care because I feel like shit right now. My stupid girl gift it is not. It's my stupid tummy, I want food so bad right now but I must not eat... I might upchuck it.
So.... Today was weird. My computer shut itself off today, I have to bring it to Apple and have them fix it......... for the 20th time this year.
I am texting my friend once again. ahahaha. I am so freaking sick right now. HELP!!!!
I am going to go watch some of my favorite youtubers videos. Her name is
DanaaxD.... she is AMAZING!!!!!
~iViva La Veronica!~
Sorry my last update wasn't long. It was because I wrote it at like..... 11:28 last night and my dad was going to be home soon.
My family got pizza for dinner and never called me for it. Not that I really care because I feel like shit right now. My stupid girl gift it is not. It's my stupid tummy, I want food so bad right now but I must not eat... I might upchuck it.
So.... Today was weird. My computer shut itself off today, I have to bring it to Apple and have them fix it......... for the 20th time this year.
I am texting my friend once again. ahahaha. I am so freaking sick right now. HELP!!!!
I am going to go watch some of my favorite youtubers videos. Her name is
DanaaxD.... she is AMAZING!!!!!
~iViva La Veronica!~
Monday, May 4, 2009
Rofl copter
This is a short blog....
Right now i'm texting my besty Abby and we are roleplaying. I know it sounds weird but it's not. It's fun... I am a girl named lily who is a little sister to Mitchel and Mason Musso. it's cool.
Mike is on my Microphone with me. We are being weird.
I have to go because my dad is going to come home and then I have to act like I'm sleeping so he wont be like "GET OFF YOUR PHONE NOW!!!!!''
I sneak on my phone anyways until I pass out... I also blast music all night... Thank god to iPods.
rofl.
I love you too boo. (You know who you are xD)
~iViva La Veronica!~
Right now i'm texting my besty Abby and we are roleplaying. I know it sounds weird but it's not. It's fun... I am a girl named lily who is a little sister to Mitchel and Mason Musso. it's cool.
Mike is on my Microphone with me. We are being weird.
I have to go because my dad is going to come home and then I have to act like I'm sleeping so he wont be like "GET OFF YOUR PHONE NOW!!!!!''
I sneak on my phone anyways until I pass out... I also blast music all night... Thank god to iPods.
rofl.
I love you too boo. (You know who you are xD)
~iViva La Veronica!~
But I'm ready to fly.
"Hey! I'm screaming at you. Hey! I don't care enough to write you a letter now that i'm doing better alone"
Hi, My name is Veronica. I am hurt once again!
Every time I think he's changed....He lies to me once again. "I'm doing something with my family" wow What a loser I thought. I hurt myself too many times..... I'm getting used to it.
I can't wait until I move to Florida this summer. I can't wait to get away from all my problems.... Away from the people I hate the most. The people who hurt me.... I can not name. They know who they are...... They are so lame. Wow I should stop rhyming. Either way... I really can't wait until I can get off of Long island. It sucks. I'm actually in the mood to cry right now. But i don't because Then my parent's get involved. Then it's a lot more drama. Rawr!
My facecbook gets disabled for stupid freaking reasons. It was probably my so called "Friend"s slut friend. I am so lucky I have everything I need right now.... All I really need is my own room. then I could sleep all day. When I move i'm probably gonna update this a lot more.... Not that I don't update a lot.
Yesterday was a boring day. i slept four hours the night before so i'm glad he wrote after I went to sleep. at least I didn't tell him how I felt. He Probably will read this. i don't care anymore.
The one thing I wanna do is tell people how I really feel without being the bad guy all the time. Last time I said I didn't wanna be friends with someone I was the bad guy when all I said was I didn't wanna be hurt anymore. I mean really.... Come on. You broke my heart the first hundred times.... I got used to it. but someone special told me I shouldn't be used to it..... that special person I'm not naming because I will be mobbed by a lot of people saying "OH MY GOD!!!!! YOU KNOW HIM!!!" If you know me enough then you know who.
lets just say.... I am very lucky I have him to tell about my problems.... he is very awesome and helps me with everything.
I'm gonna go eat lunch. I will update later tonight....Hopefully I will feel a lot better by then... Probably not.......
"And every time I hear the song it used to play when you called. I used to want to sing along but now I wanna die"
~iViva la Veronica!~
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Right now i'm listening to Cobra Starship and Metro Station. I slept 4 hours last night. Rawr!
It's because my brothers stupid dog. I had to sleep in his room last night.... Again! He was out getting drunk because it's his birthday today. He isn't home yet. I am probably just gonna sit online all day and listen to music....
Yesterday ~ It started out raining... But I went birthday shopping with my mum. Then We went to Stop & Shop. Then We went home and I went live on BlogTV. During the period of time I was live... It got nice out... Then my friend came over and we went to starbucks coffee and 711. After that I rode my bike to his house with him to get him home... We took the long way. My knee still hurts from yesterday... but eh. It was worth it. Then My mom picked me up and we went to get a gift card for my brother. I really wish I had my iPod then because I really wanted to listen to music.... That's what I do all the time..... I txted Nick and Twitter. When I got home I ate dinner and Watched Jeydon wale on BlogTV. He was hungover but It was still awesome. He is amazing. Then I watched JONAS! and layed down on my brothers bed. Slept for 4 hours. Ugh!
Today ~ My brothers birthday. I am going to sit online.... Watch YouTube videos and Listen to music. I might go Live I don't know yet. Nothing really is going on. I miss my old block really bad because Its amazing. The people on that block are nice and not Sayville bitches. Ugh. The people on my blog actually don't go outside. Almost all of them are fat! Other then the boys. They all hang out on my friends back yard and fight and stuff.
I am getting a new bike soon because my old bike is Shit. I am probably just gonna skateboard into town next time. I don't know yet. All I know is I am really tired and Bored... ROFL!
~iViva La Veronica!~
It's because my brothers stupid dog. I had to sleep in his room last night.... Again! He was out getting drunk because it's his birthday today. He isn't home yet. I am probably just gonna sit online all day and listen to music....
Yesterday ~ It started out raining... But I went birthday shopping with my mum. Then We went to Stop & Shop. Then We went home and I went live on BlogTV. During the period of time I was live... It got nice out... Then my friend came over and we went to starbucks coffee and 711. After that I rode my bike to his house with him to get him home... We took the long way. My knee still hurts from yesterday... but eh. It was worth it. Then My mom picked me up and we went to get a gift card for my brother. I really wish I had my iPod then because I really wanted to listen to music.... That's what I do all the time..... I txted Nick and Twitter. When I got home I ate dinner and Watched Jeydon wale on BlogTV. He was hungover but It was still awesome. He is amazing. Then I watched JONAS! and layed down on my brothers bed. Slept for 4 hours. Ugh!
Today ~ My brothers birthday. I am going to sit online.... Watch YouTube videos and Listen to music. I might go Live I don't know yet. Nothing really is going on. I miss my old block really bad because Its amazing. The people on that block are nice and not Sayville bitches. Ugh. The people on my blog actually don't go outside. Almost all of them are fat! Other then the boys. They all hang out on my friends back yard and fight and stuff.
I am getting a new bike soon because my old bike is Shit. I am probably just gonna skateboard into town next time. I don't know yet. All I know is I am really tired and Bored... ROFL!
~iViva La Veronica!~
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I came here to make you dance tonight.
"Sleep for days. Come over come over. I won't make the same mistakes. I'm dying not to hurt you"
Right now i'm listening to Cobra Starship...... and Saying how I feel about guys is getting harder and harder. It's so weird.... I tell them how I feel about them and they automaticaly stop talking to me. It's really stupid.
They all act like i'm a mean person. I am mean when I have to be because I'm tired of getting hurt.... Which happens alot. Trust me. Almost every single day. It's so crazy.
"Love is a big peice of bullshit, It's a fucking lie! It's made by the government"
That's the best quote ever!!!! and it's true!
~iViva La Nica!~
Right now i'm listening to Cobra Starship...... and Saying how I feel about guys is getting harder and harder. It's so weird.... I tell them how I feel about them and they automaticaly stop talking to me. It's really stupid.
They all act like i'm a mean person. I am mean when I have to be because I'm tired of getting hurt.... Which happens alot. Trust me. Almost every single day. It's so crazy.
"Love is a big peice of bullshit, It's a fucking lie! It's made by the government"
That's the best quote ever!!!! and it's true!
~iViva La Nica!~
Friday, May 1, 2009
One Day Robots Will Cry
Wow. No one understands right now. I know it seems like i'm an emo but I'm not.
I am a teenage girl who sits online and does school. I have no friends. I am not a popular. I am not perfect. I don't listen to the rules all the time. I don't have a life. All I do is dream.
Dreaming is the worst thing in the world. "I wish" is what everone seems to be saying these days. It's the stupidest thing in the world. Friendships don't last forever. It's hard because all I do is get hurt and It sucks. I cry all the time. I do nothing to get into these fight.
I thought he was my best friend. I thought I loved him more then a Friend. I thought he felt the same way. I guess i'm stupid believing that. I guess I'm stupid in all things.
"Sleep for days.Come over, come over.I wont make the same mistakes.Im dying not to hurt you."
I am a teenage girl who sits online and does school. I have no friends. I am not a popular. I am not perfect. I don't listen to the rules all the time. I don't have a life. All I do is dream.
Dreaming is the worst thing in the world. "I wish" is what everone seems to be saying these days. It's the stupidest thing in the world. Friendships don't last forever. It's hard because all I do is get hurt and It sucks. I cry all the time. I do nothing to get into these fight.
I thought he was my best friend. I thought I loved him more then a Friend. I thought he felt the same way. I guess i'm stupid believing that. I guess I'm stupid in all things.
"Sleep for days.Come over, come over.I wont make the same mistakes.Im dying not to hurt you."
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
I'll swim the ocean for you, The ocean for you. Whoa, Kelsey
Hey guys,
This is my very first blog. I swear they will get better.
I am going to post a blog whenever something is on my mind.
"I'll swim the ocean for youThe ocean for you. Whoa, Kelsey"
Sorry it's short. I'm just getting used to this.
This is my very first blog. I swear they will get better.
I am going to post a blog whenever something is on my mind.
"I'll swim the ocean for youThe ocean for you. Whoa, Kelsey"
Sorry it's short. I'm just getting used to this.
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