I waited out for you

I'm such a loser.

No one loves me. The one person I love....... I'm not sure if he actually loves me back. It's not who everyone thinks it is. I want to just run away. I wanna run away from everything everytime anything is bothering me.

Family problems i can't talk about with anyone in my family. I wanted to talk about it with the one person but he/she was too busy. he/she is always to busy.

I'm always wrong!!!!!!!!!

I wish everything would be the way I want it to be. I would have a boyfriend. I would have the boyfriend I want. I would be happy. I would be normal... But I'm not.

That dream can just go away because I know it's not going to happen.

"Don't believe. That the weather. Is perfect the day that you die"


I love you....... I hope you know that.